on January 18, 2002
completely exhausted from suffering extreme pains, unable to say even the Our
Father, but barely managed to do the Stations of the Cross on the
Blessed Motherís Mountain, meditating on the pains that the Lord
suffered. When we reached the
Ninth Station, however, I felt a substantial improvement in my condition
while I was praying with my eyes closed.
We were very surprised, because, until just a few moments earlier,
it had been so hard for me to move my body as if I had been beaten up with
an iron club. It was about
were many fresh blood marks on the paved areas on the Way of the Cross
(constructed for the handicapped). At
the Twelfth Station, we saw fresh blood marks scattered all over on the
ground. There also were
splash marks made when the blood dripped on the ground.
We found fresh blood marks all the way from the Seventh Station to
the Thirteenth Station.
here to see photos of these blood marks)
here to read eyewitness testimony of the blood marks)
climbed Station after Station, looking around attentively.
When we paused at the Seventh Station for brief meditation, I saw a
vision. Whenever people in the world committed sins, Jesus was
crucified again and the crown of thorns pressed down harder on His head
causing more bleeding. His
Sacred Heart was also becoming torn apart and was bleeding.
The Blessed Mother was watching all this, shedding tears of blood
for pains of her Heart becoming torn apart.
She spoke lovingly and gently.
beloved daughter! Your Lord
and I Who listen to the sounds of your fervent prayers which you offer up
every day to help carry the Lordís Cross receive great consolation.
prayed fervently, screaming in my heart, ďOh, my Mother, my Mommy!
What can I not do, if my feeble and meager prayers can be of some
comfort to the Lord? As I am
the Lordís if I die and I am the Lordís if I live, let me become a
faithful instrument according to the Lordís Will.Ē
I barely finished my prayer, when, following a sudden sound of
whipping, I fell down on the ground covered with rocks and began rolling
down. I was happy, because I
could participate in even a little of the Lordís sufferings.
(Later, those who were praying with me said that I rolled down
about twelve times.) Then, I
heard the Lordís voice.
beloved little soul! My
lovable baby who finds joy in suffering pains for Me and My Mother and for
the conversion of sinners! Many
souls will repent through the pains that you suffer in union with My
Mother in My transcending Love. How
can I not be with you, when you are always with My Mother like this?
How can I not listen to the sounds of the prayers that you offer
place is the Way of the Cross, which I personally walk shedding blood
together with you. Therefore,
if all those who walk this Way of the Cross open the doors of their hearts
widely, desire sincerely to be united with Me, and pray participating in
the pains that I suffered, they will meet Me and receive spiritual and
the beloved children in the world! Even
at this hour, when two thousand years have passed, I am coming to you,
shedding blood like this, in order to be with you.
Do not regret on the last day after having been attached to and
having compromised with the things of the world and the flesh which will
decay and pass away, but make haste to rush toward Me through My Mother,
arm yourselves with the messages which My Mother and I have been giving
you for your repentance, repeating the same words again and again, and
inherit Heaven which has been earned through the immeasurable pains of the