on January 3, 2002
order to make reparation for at least a little bit of the insults that
Jesus has received, I meditated and prayed at the Stations of the Cross on
the Blessed Mother’s Mountain together with several helpers.
we reached the Second Station, one of the helpers prayed, “. . . Jesus!
It has already been too hard for Julia, suffering various kinds of pains
day after day. She is also unable to sleep because of pains. Because she
sweats so heavily from suffering at night, she has to change pajamas eight
or nine times every night. Jesus!
I wish that she could get some sleep even for a little while
without suffering.” Upon
hearing his prayer, I immediately prayed, “Oh, Oh, Jesus!
To me all these are joyful pains.
Every time I change my sweat-soaked pajamas, I pray that all the
bad things in the souls in the world be removed, and offer up my pains as
sacrifices and reparations. These
are pains that carry hope. I
am Yours, if I live. I am
Yours, if I die. Use me as
the Lord wishes; Your Will be done.”
At that moment, I heard the loving voice of the Blessed Mother.
Yes, that is
it. My lovable little soul
who finds happiness even in suffering pains!
Your sleep is disturbed by having to change your sweat-soaked
clothes, but my Son Jesus and I are comforted in your heart which
gracefully offers up the pains that you suffer all night as penance for
the sins committed by the pleasure-seekers, who indulge in all kinds of
obscene conduct at night and resort to abortions which follow, and as
sacrifices and reparations to mend the Sacred Heart of my Son Jesus and my
Immaculate Heart that have become torn.
little baby! The pains that
you suffer are extreme, because souls are needed who offer up sacrifices
and reparations to save even one more soul, as too many children in the
world, male and female, old and young, give themselves up to pleasure,
commit sins of obscenity, sink thus unceasingly into the swamp of evil, a
snare laid by the devils, become buried in it, and become slaves of sin.
daughter! Your sacrifices and
penances are reparations for the sins of obscenity and the sins against
chastity that are committed at night, and will help the graces of
repentance flow into those who commit these sins.
Therefore, offer up the pains given to you more gracefully.
My little souls
who are trying to participate in my beloved daughter’s suffering!
Through the prayers, sacrifices and reparations that you, who have
been invited as little souls, offer up devotedly and in unity, in the joy
of uniting with the Saints, my burning Immaculate Heart will surely
When we were at
the Twelfth Station, my heart was pounding rapidly, and I felt a squeezing
pain in my chest. The pain was so severe that I could hardly breathe.
Unable to move, I clenched my chest with my hands and groaned lying
on the ground. At that time,
(I saw a vision of) a Roman soldier piercing Jesus’ side with a spear to
confirm His death. At the
same moment, I felt an extreme pain of being pierced in my side by a
spear. Then, the Blessed
Mother resumed speaking.
daughter! The sins of
obscenity which the children in the world commit by seeking pleasure occur
not only at night but indiscriminately day and night, which gives gifts of
joy to the devils. They are
unable to pull themselves out of the illusion that makes them think that
evil is good, and are rushing toward eternal death. This deplorable world has finally reached such a shocking
stage. Oh, my pitiable
children! If they face death
without repentance, God’s stern judgment alone will be waiting for them.
keeping in mind that the Lord is giving you one more chance for
repentance, because He loves you so much, give thanks at every moment and
do not abandon even those souls, who received graces but turned away from
them. Instead, make haste to
offer up prayers, sacrifices and reparations more humbly for their return.
Thus, permanently connect your consecrated lives to the Paschal
Mystery by turning your lives into prayers.
my beloved children in the world! All
humans are destined to die because of Adam’s sin, but, if even the most
wicked sinners open widely the doors of their hearts, repent, approach
(the Lord and me) as sinners, and ask for forgiveness, they will not be
asked questions about their past but will be blessed.
They will obtain the Tree of Eternal Life thanks to my Son Jesus
Christ and sing the Lord’s glory at the heavenly banquet filled with
joy, love and peace.