January 30, 1988 (1) [9:45 - 11.45 a.m.]
While I was agonizing about the volunteer helpers being
unable to form unity but speaking ill of each other and judging each
other, I began suffering the pains of the burning Sacred Hearts of the
Lord and the Blessed Mother and of vomiting even excremental water without
a pause to breathe. At that moment, the Blessed Mother appeared looking
sad and painful. The Blessed Mother loves us so much that she talks to us
to save even one more soul, even vomiting her blood, but we do not
understand or follow well what she says. When she stretches her arms to
embrace us, we reject her hands making her feel very painful in her
stretched arms. We are not forming unity; we easily make promises but do
not keep them; there are many priests but they are not quenching the
spiritual thirst of the children. Therefore, the Blessed Mother feels very
thirsty. She began speaking.
THE BLESSED MOTHER:
Father Spies is also suffering. But don't worry. Those
priests who follow me will be persecuted, but I am helping them.
My pain is intense, because too many of my children are
not accepting my messages. Pray much so that the messages will spread
fast. You did not come here on your own, but by my call. You must not
leave me, but work together with Julia and help her. As I will prepare
your rewards, trust and follow me.
Daughter! Do not worry. The more you suffer, the greater
your rewards will be. This applies to all of you. You are in one same
body, but different duties are assigned to each of you. Do not refuse the
cross given to you.
I will put you with love in the furnace to melt your
impurities and make you pure. Regardless of how much love God gives you,
He cannot help you if you do not accept His love. As you have been called
as the apostles of my Immaculate Heart, you must accept me well and share
each other's burden.
Do not grieve and weep when you see my suffering, but make
the Passion of Jesus known in all the nations of the world. Some priests
and religious are not carrying out their duties properly and fall into
sins of impurity. For this reason, Jesus is being hit by more arrows and
His Head is being pressed down with more crowns of thorns and bleeding.
But there are no children who will wipe away His Blood. That is why the
propagation of the Immaculate Heart must be realized as soon as possible.
My Heart is being torn apart and my throat is burning, but there aren't
many children to quench my thirst. Combine your efforts.
My Son Jesus and I are shivering with cold, but who is
giving us clothes? I am thirsty, but who is quenching my thirst? My womb
is painful as if it were being torn apart because of abortion operations,
but how many of them have you stopped?
Priests, priests, my beloved priests are falling into sins
of impurity. I am suffering severe pain in my abdomen. Pray and sacrifice
without ceasing for priests. Pray for them with sacrifices and penances so
that devils may not tempt them. I also feel sorrowful because of the
Divine Office offered out of habit by religious.
If you truly love me and love your neighbors, then, you
are loving Jesus and will be appeasing the just anger of God the Father.
When my messages are spread to the world and put into practice, the just
anger of God the Father will be softened and the terrible punishment will
be turned away.
My dear children! As I called you with love, I will
protect you until the end of the world or, rather, until you come to my
side. Therefore, hold my hand tightly in my bosom and follow me. I will
guide and lead you, when you do penance, sacrifices and reparations and
when you joyfully offer up all the poor souls. I will also fight on your
side when you fight the war in the world. I will help you.
Because I called you to be apostles of my Immaculate
Heart, devils will become more rampant and tempt you. Hold my hand tightly
so that you may not fall into temptations. .
. . This country is going to be
divided because of hatred, jealousy and resentment. So, your sacrifices
are needed. You must work together holding each other's hands. Even at
this moment, abortion operations are being carried out causing intense
pain in my abdomen as if it is being torn apart. Pray the rosary more
As you are brothers and sisters united by love, do not
fight because of jealousy, selfishness and the like, but love one another
and work in unity.
My dear daughter! My beloved souls! All of you! Work in
unity holding each other's hands. Whenever you sin, my Heart becomes torn
apart and bleeds. Because this blood is being bled in vain, pray for the
repentance of the sinners and pray harder the rosary for peace in this
country and peace in the world. As I said before, if you pray five more
decades of the rosary, this country will avoid the crisis. Thus, let all
the faithful put this into practice. If all of you unite, this country
I love this Korea. I came to you because I love Korea
extremely. If you unite and love one another, you can overcome any
temptation. Hold hands for unity. As I am holding your hands, all of you
must hold hands one another. I will embrace you all in my bosom. If you do
not unite, more blood will flow from my eyes and I will suffer more pains.
Give me alms. Give alms to this Heavenly Beggar. As you
will live in my Immaculate Heart, rejoice and keep in your heart heavenly
matters, desire heavenly things, renounce self-love, and walk the way of
more self-renunciation and of a little person's love. Thus, come back to
my bosom and become a comforter for me.
January 30, 1988 (2) [10:30 - 11:30 p.m.]
While I was crying a lot because of many different and
severe pains, the Blessed Mother appeared and called me tenderly and began
speaking, consoling me.
THE BLESSED MOTHER:
My beloved daughter who asks for more suffering! I did not
shed tears in vain. I called you, a weak and poor child, to lead the whole
human race to the road of redemption. So, what can I do (about your
suffering)? What can I do, if you are sad? So, do not be troubled too
much. Since a long time ago, I have been tempering you with the fires of
justice through your sufferings. You even said that God was harsh. I can
So much pain has been given to you. Your heart is pierced
with a sword, stops its pulsation and becomes cold on the cross which is a
terrifying instrument of torture. Frightful pains come from twisting your
arms and legs (with heavy wooden sticks) and crushing your heart. Your
heart becomes paralyzed as countless arrows lodge in it. Your body is
covered with wounds from scourging and is unmovable. Your throat becomes
so dry that you cannot even swallow saliva. Your head is pressed with the
crown of thorns and is bleeding. But I tell you again that, through such
pains that you suffer which are so terrible that one cannot even look at
with open eyes, those who are spiritually blind will open their eyes,
those chained to the secular world will be set free, and many souls
imprisoned in darkness will return to my immaculate bosom.
Do not worry about those who are against us, either. Those
who have ears will hear; those who have eyes will see; and those who
practice my messages well are accepting me and, therefore, their souls
will be renewed and surely see the triumph of my Immaculate Heart.
Therefore, my daughter, rejoice while suffering pains.
Give me even all of your smallest pains. The burden of atonement that you
carry is heavy, but I will be with you as you climb Mt. Calvary with Jesus
in love. An-nyoung!