on October 29, 1986
The Blessed Mother had shed lots of tears and blood
through her statue since October 19 and her appearance was so contorted
that it was difficult for me to look at. I had never seen her looking so
miserable. I was so sorry and felt pain in my heart as if it were torn and
about to burst. I was weeping bitterly and others near me also cried
Julia: Mother, who made your face like this? I cannot
look at your face. Mother, forgive us. I have never seen your face looking
so miserable. What happened? Mother, tell me. Let me know what I should
At that moment, the Blessed Mother began speaking with an
anxious voice through her statue.
THE BLESSED MOTHER:
Practice obedience. Be obedient to your superiors as well
as those who are of a lower status than you. As I was obedient, you do the
same. I feel so anxious, but will give you energy. So, do not cry but
stand up courageously. What can we do if people refuse to accept our love
even if we give them love? Even God will not force them. Do not expect too
much too soon; keep silent and wait for the right time.
After the Blessed Mother finished speaking,
the Pastor and Fr. Gang came and prayed. Then, they suggested that the
tears of blood on the Blessed Mother's statue be wiped off. I felt sad and
painful in my heart as if it would burst, but remembering the Blessed
Mother's words that we should be obedient, I wiped off the tears of blood
that the Blessed Mother had shed from her face to her feet.
October 31, 1986
I felt intense pain in the center of my left hand. It
appeared that it was going to begin bleeding. At about 10 p.m., the soles
of my feet began to harden. From about 2 A.M., I suffered extreme pains of
the Cross and of the Sacred Heart together with the Blessed Mother. While
suffering, I heard the Blessed Mother speaking.
THE BLESSED MOTHER:
Inform everyone about the importance of the Holy
Eucharist. By the Holy Eucharist, the Lord will be with you and in you. He
will live in you and stay there always, if you open your hearts wide and
receive Him with a clean heart. But how can the Lord reign in you, if you
do not keep a clean heart or do not open the door of your heart? Look how
they receive Holy Communion.
I saw a large crowd receiving Communion. However, only a
few were sincerely receiving the Lord. The Blessed Mother was at the
Lord's side observing how they were receiving the Eucharist and was
weeping because of the Sacred Hosts that were pouring down (but received
insincerely) and so many sacrilegious Communions. She wants us to make
frequent Confessions so that even one more soul may be saved.