St. Alphonsus Liguori
On Spiritual Reading
To a spiritual life the reading of holy books is
perhaps not less useful than mental prayer. St. Bernard says reading
instructs us at once in prayer, and in the practice of virtue. Hence he
concluded that spiritual reading and prayer are the arms by which hell is
conquered and paradise won. We cannot always have access to a spiritual
Father for counsel in our actions, and particularly in our doubts; but
reading will abundantly supply his place by giving us lights and
directions to escape the illusions of the devil and of our own self-love,
and at the same time to submit to the divine will. Hence St. Athanasius
used to say that we find no one devoted to the service of the Lord that
did not practice spiritual reading. Hence all the founders of religious
Orders have strongly recommended this holy exercise to their religious.
St. Benedict, among the rest, commanded that each monk should every day
make a spiritual reading, and that two others should be appointed to go
about visiting the cells to see if all fulfilled the command; and should
any monk be found negligent in the observance of this rule, the saint
ordered a penance to be imposed upon him. But before all, the Apostle
prescribed spiritual reading to Timothy. Attend unto reading. Mark
the word Attend, which signifies that, although Timothy, as being
bishop, was greatly occupied with the care of his flock, still the Apostle
wished him to apply to the reading of holy books, not in a passing way and
for a short time, but regularly and for a considerable time.
The reading of spiritual works is as profitable as the
reading of bad books is noxious. As the former has led to the conversion
of many sinners, so the latter is every day the ruin of many young
persons. The first author of pious books is the Spirit of God; but the
author of pernicious writings is the devil, who often artfully conceals
from certain persons the poison that such works contain, and makes these
persons believe that the reading of such books is necessary in order to
speak well, and to acquire a knowledge of the world for their own
direction, or at least in order to pass the time agreeably. But I say
that, especially for nuns, nothing is more pernicious than the reading of
bad books. And by bad books I mean not only those that are condemned by
the Holy See, either because they contain heresy, or treat of subjects
opposed to chastity, but also all books that treat of worldly love. What
fervor can a religious have if she reads romances, comedies, or profane
poetry? What recollection can she have in meditation or at Communion? Can
she be called the spouse of Jesus Christ? Should she not rather be called
the spouse of a sinful world? Even young women in the world that are in
the habit of reading such books are generally not virtuous seculars.
But some one may say, What harm is there in reading
romances and profane poetry when they contain nothing immodest? Do you ask
what harm? Behold the harm: the reading of such works kindles the
concupiscence of the senses, and awakens the passions; these easily gain
the consent of the will, or at least render it so weak that when the
occasion of any dangerous affection occurs the devil finds the soul
already prepared to allow itself to be conquered. A wise author has said
that by the reading of such pernicious books heresy has made, and makes
every day, great progress; because such reading has given and gives
increased strength to libertinism. The poison of these books enters
gradually into the soul; it first makes itself master of the
understanding, then infects the will, and in the end kills the soul. The
devil finds no means more efficacious and secure of sending a young person
to perdition than the reading of such poisoned works.
Remember also that for you certain useless books,
though not bad, will be pernicious; because they will make you lose the
time that you can employ in occupations profitable to the soul. In a
letter to his disciple Eustochium, St. Jerome stated for her instruction
that in his solitude at Bethlehem he was attached to the works of Cicero,
and frequently read them, and that he felt a certain disgust for pious
books because their style was not polished. He was seized with a serious
malady, in which he saw himself at the tribunal of Jesus Christ. The Lord
said to him: "Tell me; what are you?" "I am," replied
the saint, "a Christian." "No," rejoined the Judge,
"you are a Ciceronian, not a Christian." He then commanded him
to be instantly scourged. The saint promised to correct his fault, and
having returned from the vision he found his shoulders livid and covered
with wounds in consequence of the chastisement that he had received.
Thenceforward he gave up the works of Cicero, and devoted himself to the
reading of books of piety. It is true that in the works like those of
Cicero we sometimes find useful sentiments; but the same St. Jerome wisely
said in a letter to another disciple: "What need have you of seeking
for a little gold in the midst of so much mire," when you can read
pious books in which you may find all gold without any mire?
As the reading of bad books fills the mind with worldly
and poisonous sentiments; so, on the other hand, the reading of pious
works fills the soul with holy thoughts and good desires.
In the second place, the soul that is imbued with holy
thoughts in reading is always prepared to banish internal temptations. The
advice that St. Jerome gave to his disciple Salvina was: "Endeavor to
have always in your hand a pious book, that with this shield you may
defend yourself against bad thoughts."
In the third place, spiritual reading serves to make us
see the stains that infect the soul, and helps us to remove them. The same
St. Jerome recommended Demetriade to avail herself of spiritual reading as
of a mirror. He meant to say that as a mirror exhibits the stains of the
countenance, so holy books show us the defects of the soul. St. Gregory,
speaking of spiritual reading, says: "There we perceive the losses we
have sustained and the advantages we have acquired; there we observe our
falling back or our progress in the way of God."
In the fourth place, in reading holy books we receive
many lights and divine calls. St. Jerome says that when we pray we speak
to God; but when we read, God speaks to us. St. Ambrose says the same:
"We address him when we pray; we hear him when we read." In
prayer, God hears our petitions, but in reading we listen to his voice. We
cannot, as I have already said, always have at hand a spiritual Father,
nor can we hear the sermons of sacred orators, to direct and give us light
to walk well in the way of God. Good books supply the place of sermons.
St. Augustine writes that good books are, as it were, so many letters of
love the Lord sends us; in them he warns us of our dangers, teaches us the
way of salvation, animates us to suffer adversity, enlightens us, and
inflames us with divine love. Whoever, then, desires to be saved and to
acquire divine love, should often read these letters of paradise.
How many saints have, by reading a spiritual book, been
induced to forsake the world and to give themselves to God! It is known to
all that St. Augustine, when miserably chained by his passions and vices,
was, by reading one of the epistles of St. Paul, enlightened with divine
light, went forth from his darkness, and began to lead a life of holiness.
Thus also St. Ignatius, while a soldier, by reading a volume of the lives
of the saints which he accidentally took up, in order to get rid of the
tediousness of the bed to which he was confined by sickness, was led to
begin a life of sanctity, and became the Father and Founder of the Society
of Jesusan Order which has done so much for the Church. Thus also by
reading a pious book accidentally and almost against his will, St. John
Colombino left the world, became a saint, and the founder of another
religious Order. St. Augustine relates that two courtiers of the Emperor
Theodosius entered one day into a monastery of solitaries; one of them
began to read the life of St. Anthony, which he found in one of the cells;
so strong was the impression made upon him, that he resolved to take leave
of the world. He then addressed his companion with so much fervor that
both of them remained in the monastery to serve God. We read in the
Chronicles of the Discalced Carmelites that a lady in Vienna was prepared
to go to a festivity, but because it was given up she fell into a violent
passion. To divert her attention she began to read a spiritual book that
was at hand, and conceived such a contempt for the world, that she
abandoned it and became a Teresian nun. The same happened to the Duchess
of Montalto, in Sicily. She began also by accident to read the works of
St. Teresa, and afterwards continued to read them with so much fervor,
that she sought and obtained her husbands consent to become a
religious, and entered among the Discalced Carmelites.
But the reading of spiritual books has not only
contributed to the conversion of saints, but has also given them during
their whole life great aid to persevere and to advance continually in
perfection. The glorious St. Dominic used to embrace his spiritual books,
and to press them to his bosom, saying, "These books give me
milk." And how, except by meditation and the use of pious books, were
the anchorets enabled to spend to many years in the desert, at a distance
from all human society? That great servant of God, Thomas a Kempis, could
not enjoy greater consolation than in remaining in a corner of his cell
with a spiritual book in his hand. It has been already mentioned in this
work that the Venerable Vincent Carafa used to say that he could not
desire a greater happiness in this world than to live in a little grotto
provided with a morsel of bread and a spiritual book. St. Philip Neri
devoted all the vacant hours that he could procure to the reading of
spiritual books, and particularly the lives of the saints.
Oh! How profitable is the reading of the lives of the
saints! In books of instruction we read what we are bound to do, but in
the lives of the saints we read what so many holy men and women, who were
flesh as we are, have done. Hence, their example, if it produce no other
fruit, will at least humble us and make us sink under the earth. In
reading the great things that the saints have done, we shall certainly be
ashamed of the little that we have done and still do for God. St.
Augustine said of himself: "My God, the examples of Thy servants,
when I meditated on them, consumed my tepidity and inflamed me with Thy
holy love." Of St. Francis, St. Bonaventure writes: "By the
remembrance of the saints and of their virtues, as if they were so many
stones of fire, he has inflamed with new love for God."
St. Gregory also relates that in Rome there was a
beggar called Servolus; he was afflicted with infirmities, and lived on
the alms that he collected: he gave a part to the poor, and employed the
remainder in purchasing books of devotion. Servolus could not read, but he
engaged those whom he lodged in his little house to read for him. St.
Gregory says that by listening to these spiritual readings Servolus
acquired great patience and a wonderful knowledge of the things of God.
Finally, the saint states that at death the poor man besought his friends
to read for him; but before breathing his last he interrupted the reading,
and said: "Be silent, be silent, do you not hear how all paradise
resounds with canticles and harmonious music?" After these words he
sweetly expired. Immediately after his death a most agreeable odor was
diffused over the room, in testimony of the sanctity of the beggar, who
left the world poor in earthly goods, but rich in virtue and merits.
But to draw great fruit from spiritual reading:
It is, in the first place, necessary to recommend
yourself beforehand to God, that he may enlighten the mind while you read.
It has been already said, that in spiritual reading the Lord condescends
to speak to us; and, therefore, in taking up the book, we must pray to God
in the words of Samuel: Speak, Lord, for thy servant heareth.
Speak, O my Lord, for I wish to obey Thee in all that Thou wilt make known
to me to be Thy will.
In the second place, you must read not in order to
acquire learning, nor to indulge curiosity, but for the sole purpose of
advancing in divine love. To read for the sake of knowledge is not
spiritual reading, but is, at the time of spiritual reading, a study
unprofitable to the soul. It is still worse to read through curiosity.
What profit can be expected form such reading? All the time devoted to
such reading is lost time. St. Gregory says that many read and read a
great deal, but, because they have read only through curiosity, they
finish reading as hungry as if they had not been reading. Hence the saint
corrected a physician called Theodore for reading spiritual books quickly
and without profit.
To derive advantage from pious books it is necessary to
read them slowly and with attention. "Nourish your soul," says
St. Augustine, "with divine lectures." Now to receive nutriment
from food, it must not be devoured, but well masticated. Remember, then,
in the third place, that to reap abundant fruit from pious reading, you
must masticate and ponder well what you ready; applying to yourself what
is there inculcated. And when what you have read has made a lively
impression on you, St. Ephrem counsels you to read it a second time.
Besides, when you receive any special light in reading,
or any instruction that penetrates the heart, it will b e very useful to
stop, and to raise the mind to God by making a good resolution, or a good
act, or a fervent prayer. St. Bernard says, that it is useful then to
interrupt the reading, and to offer a prayer, and to continue to pray as
long as the lively impression lasts. Let us imitate the bees, that pass
not from one flower to another until they have gathered all the honey that
they found in the first. This we should do, although all the time
prescribed for the reading should be spent in such acts; for thus the time
is spent with greater spiritual profit. Sometimes it may happen that you
draw more fruit from reading a single verse than from reading an entire
page.
Moreover, at the end of the reading you must select
some sentiment of devotion, excited by what you have read, and carry it
with you as you would carry a flower from a garden of pleasure.
Prayer
My Lord, I thank Thee for so many helps and lights that
Thou givest me, in order to make me a saint, and to unite me always more
closely to Thee. When will the day arrive on which I shall see myself
freed from all earthly affections, and entirely united to Thy heart, which
is so enamoured of my soul! I hope for all things from Thy infinite mercy.
My Jesus, I cannot bear to see myself any longer ungrateful to Thy love,
as I have hitherto been. Create a clean heart in me, O God. Lord
give me a new heart that will think only of pleasing Thee. This desire
that Thou givest me makes me hope for Thy grace. My God, I believe in
Thee, and for Thy faith I would give my life a thousand times. I hope in
Thee through the merits of Jesus Christ; without them I should be lost. O
Sovereign Good, I love Thee; and for the love of Thee, I renounce all
things, and embrace every pain and every cross that Thou wishest to send
me. I have offended Thee, but I feel more sorrow for having offended Thee,
than if I had suffered every other misfortune. I now sigh only for Thy
grace and love. My God assist me, have mercy on me.
Holy Virgin, assist me by thy prayers, which obtain
from God whatever thou askest. My Mother, recommend me to thy Son; do not
forget me.
(From The True Spouse of Jesus Christ by
St. Alphonsus de Liguori, Redemptorist Fathers, 1929)
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